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Ongoing Healing

Over the last four years, the DF has experienced a deep dive into the self. From the perspective of ego, soul, conditioning and programming; a realisation occurred that the search for answers came from the mind.

The ego needed to understand what happened. The ego demanded and desired answers to help make sense of everything.

The heart just wanted to be loved.

The heart was bereft of comfort for so long and the ego was behind it all along. This understanding came from a place of wanting and needing to heal. The heart had become so broken, so damaged that it cried out to be held. In this space of time, the body and mind took over the role of becoming busy. Being busy helped distract the heart from the depth of pain that it wanted and needed to heal. It kept the heart distracted to avoid the pain. In so doing, the attempt to protect prolonged the eventuality of acceptance.

The process involved in coming to the place of acceptance  is unique to everyone. The time lapse is dependent on the depth of sincerity, authenticity, honesty and truthfulness with the self.  Each moment spent in solitude and quietness allows the heart space to breathe. Each moment spent away from silence and stillness prevents the heart from experiencing the sanctuary and safety of the internal home.

The period of externally imposed isolation forced the human self to look at the aspects that were avoided for so long.  A chance to work in therapy to discuss things in detail helped process the emotional and mental self.  Working it out with the help of a qualified other gave the self time and space to explore and uncover new previously unconsidered possibilities.  Taking brave steps towards the DM and attempting to reach out after experiencing many connections and encounters in the astral plane, provided the DF with a new experience of courage.  With each step, she discovered a new awareness of the self.

heart and brain that walk hand in hand, concept of health of walking

Connecting with her own soul, the DF realised more and more that the truth lay within and the work involved was about building a greater more self-loving relationship. Recognising the internal conflict between head and heart now allowing space for the conversation to take place with the self.

A breakthrough.

Stepping back to continue with work started before and developed during union, other opportunities began to emerge.  Reaching out to the healers once again to see how they were doing as they hadn’t been visible for a while.  They began to share more about their work and their personal journey. Their shares provided reassurance and inspiration.

Making the connection deeper with the self more discoveries emerged. Sharing personally within the therapeutic relationship, the DF began to see how she wasn’t valuing herself and had beaten herself up over the “mistakes.”

  • Giving from an empty bowl.
  • Giving to others before giving to the self.
  • Giving to others in the hope that this would bring love.
  • Giving to others as this is what worldly religions and teachings had taught.
  • Giving to others because this is the conditioning the world teaches.

Realising and hearing for the first time that to give to others before giving to the self is indeed selfish.

Once hearing this many years ago and rejecting what was spoken.
Racing around trying to help everyone else and leaving the self last is what has created and embedded the sense of abandonment. Discovering how the programming of pleasing others and putting everyone else’s needs above the self is what has helped drive this dependency on being needed even further into the self.

New questions!
What shall the DF do now that she has accepted it is over? How will the days be spent? What new pastime will fill the days? The Akashic realm fills the subconscious with luscious dreams of blissful union and proposals. Purple and pink constellations float across the sky as they gaze together and share moments of serenity.
Therapeutic support has offloaded the weight the DF had carried for four years on her shoulders, creating a tension and pain. Releasing the burden once taken on as 100% responsibility and now understanding the co-creation.
Living in a bubble of bliss to ease the potential deepening of pain to avoid the inevitable moment of acceptance and surrender. True surrender. Not surrender of the situation. Not surrender of the relationship. Surrender of the control to make anything happen. Surrender of knowing. Surrender of having. The surrender of the desire to reconnect. The surrender of the desire to reunite. The surrender of the desire to reconcile. The surrender of the desire to resolve. The surrender of the desire to heal. The surrender of the desire to live in union. The surrender of the desire to speak once more and to understand what really happened. Perhaps the DM doesn’t even know. The DF has waited patiently. The DF has waited impatiently. The DF has waited and waited and waited. The waiting has provided space to experience life without the DM on the material plane and this DF has discovered a new relationship with herself.

Letting go. Letting God.  Letting Divine spirit flow through. Breezing easy. Life is to be enjoyed. Life is to be experienced. Freedoms once taken for granted are currently being taken away. Life has taken on a new hue. Living through enforced isolation, created space to go further within. Initially this was embraced. At first it was freeing. The enforcedness of it became intense. The intensity increased and fire of rage burned. As the intensity of the fire burned the DF felt compelled to write to her DF. Not intending to send, merely to express. Once expressed, the fire reduced and cooled to a glowing ember.
Once again, a peace ensued – loving harmony returned and the inner being became restful.

New information received and returning once again to the scene of the crime, the DF is now able to look at things with a new lens.  Opening herself up to the possibility of really healing from ancestral wounds,  Childhood wounds.  This lifetime wounds.  Letting go and letting in, receiving and feeling at peace once again.  Until the next round!

Discovering Self on the Journey to Union!

In The Beginning…

When the separation began, it felt like an insurmountable task had befallen the Divine Feminine.  As mentioned in previous communication, many teachers appeared to guide this Twin to where she needed to be.

LakshmiAlong the way, a discovery emerged, which aided the spiritual growth and strength to keep going.  Card readers of all sorts showed up.  Each offering insight into what was going on for both Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine.

Listening to Others…

At first, the Divine Feminine devoured every word and listened to every reading to gain clarity on Herself and her Beloved.  It became confusing after a while and eventually less readers were listened to.

Narrowing her viewing to selected readers and guides, she reached out to some of the teachers for support for her own journey.  In one unexpected communication, she heard a message that would provide her with the inner strength to finally step into Mission.

This message came from Ten of Cups Ministries.  It encouraged her to trust her own Spirit Guides and Teams, as this is where she would ultimately receive the right guidance and wisdom she was seeking for her Unique Sacred Union with her Divine Counterpart.  Something she had not yet allowed herself to do.

 

Unanticipated Turnaround…

This message was a significant turnaround for her, as she was then able to let go of some of the wisdom that was being channeled through others.  Her initial trepidation turned into courage, which then turned into a deep desire to step into her Mission to help others on their journey into Union.

Tentatively, she began to share some insights she received.  Always respectful of and grateful for the incredible teachers and readers she had encountered along the way, she sometimes shared with her subscribers, messages from those who continued to resonate with her.

Stepping Into Mission…

One evening, she heard a m5dconnectionessage from the Divine during meditation.  She was called to share it and did so with a sense of wonder.  Letting others hear her story, albeit incognito, helped her to create space for herself and her Twin.  This opened the door for more information to be shared and encounters with readers started to happen.

She started to trust her own readings and began to select cards for herself.  This created such comfort and knowledge about the journey, which had previously caused so much confusion.

Dreams became clearer, which led the Divine Feminine to understand the Union was continuing in 5th Dimension.  Something difficult to comprehend at first, was now becoming real.  The connection was as strong as ever if not more so than before!

 

All Is Well…

DFinUnionwithSelfandDivineThe much needed reassurance from her Beloved, that all is well and that they were always connected, supported her to keep going.  This was gratefully received as it helped her with her every day existence, which was often challenging!

Day-by-day, week-by-week, month-by-month, she steadily grew in confidence in her role in the Ascension process.  Her spiritual connection with the Divine grew and situations occurred to help guide her along the way to deepening her relationship with God!

As this relationship grew, her dreams became more lucid.  Her writing had not been as regular as it once was, knowing that her pain had somewhat subsided.  In its place, an introspective journey had begun. The Divine Feminine had started to understand the journey to Union had to first occur within herself.  Her belief had previously been that it was about reconnecting with her Beloved!  Now, she knew this was not the purpose of the separation.

 

The Sacred Space Between…

treetwinsThe purpose of the separation was to create space between the Two, so each could deepen their relationship with themselves and the Divine.  She now understood that “Union” actually meant harmonious union of the Divine Feminine and Masculine aspects of and within themselves! Which meant that healing had taken place and unconditional love felt within and for each individual had occurred.  Until this took place, union with each other was unlikely.  If it were to happen, it would be disastrous and only temporary, possibly creating a further potentially permanent and painful separation to occur!

Her Love Remains True…

As her understanding of the process increased, she felt a new-found sense of joy for her Twin.  She had always wanted to know he would heal from the emotional, childhood and ancestral wounds he had experienced in this and previous lifetimes.  Her love for him remained and her love for herself began to emerge.

She started to realise how much love was available to her once she connected to the Divine Love from the One True Source!  With this realisation, she felt a deeper sense of comfort, knowing that this love was permanent, unconditional and always available to her whatever she was up to in 3D!  What a breakthrough!

Her discoveries have inspired her to help others along the way.  Their conversations revolved around if they had actually met their True Twin or not, and opened a door to a whole other level of understanding and knowledge.

Continuing the Journey…

goddessThis journey is formed of many parts.  The stage the Divine Feminine is experiencing (at the time of writing) is one of wonder, joy, peace and calm.  Knowing she is always loved and held in high esteem by the Divine, guided, supported and cherished for all she does for the Ascension and Unity of each Twin so they can fulfil their Mission, fills her heart with a new found sense of appreciation for her Twin and for the “Separation.”

This journey, and yours, is unfolding exactly as it was Divinely Destined to!

Be patient dear reader and connect with the Divine within You!

You are Loved!

Twin Flame Coach