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Ongoing Healing

Over the last four years, the DF has experienced a deep dive into the self. From the perspective of ego, soul, conditioning and programming; a realisation occurred that the search for answers came from the mind.

The ego needed to understand what happened. The ego demanded and desired answers to help make sense of everything.

The heart just wanted to be loved.

The heart was bereft of comfort for so long and the ego was behind it all along. This understanding came from a place of wanting and needing to heal. The heart had become so broken, so damaged that it cried out to be held. In this space of time, the body and mind took over the role of becoming busy. Being busy helped distract the heart from the depth of pain that it wanted and needed to heal. It kept the heart distracted to avoid the pain. In so doing, the attempt to protect prolonged the eventuality of acceptance.

The process involved in coming to the place of acceptance  is unique to everyone. The time lapse is dependent on the depth of sincerity, authenticity, honesty and truthfulness with the self.  Each moment spent in solitude and quietness allows the heart space to breathe. Each moment spent away from silence and stillness prevents the heart from experiencing the sanctuary and safety of the internal home.

The period of externally imposed isolation forced the human self to look at the aspects that were avoided for so long.  A chance to work in therapy to discuss things in detail helped process the emotional and mental self.  Working it out with the help of a qualified other gave the self time and space to explore and uncover new previously unconsidered possibilities.  Taking brave steps towards the DM and attempting to reach out after experiencing many connections and encounters in the astral plane, provided the DF with a new experience of courage.  With each step, she discovered a new awareness of the self.

heart and brain that walk hand in hand, concept of health of walking

Connecting with her own soul, the DF realised more and more that the truth lay within and the work involved was about building a greater more self-loving relationship. Recognising the internal conflict between head and heart now allowing space for the conversation to take place with the self.

A breakthrough.

Stepping back to continue with work started before and developed during union, other opportunities began to emerge.  Reaching out to the healers once again to see how they were doing as they hadn’t been visible for a while.  They began to share more about their work and their personal journey. Their shares provided reassurance and inspiration.

Making the connection deeper with the self more discoveries emerged. Sharing personally within the therapeutic relationship, the DF began to see how she wasn’t valuing herself and had beaten herself up over the “mistakes.”

  • Giving from an empty bowl.
  • Giving to others before giving to the self.
  • Giving to others in the hope that this would bring love.
  • Giving to others as this is what worldly religions and teachings had taught.
  • Giving to others because this is the conditioning the world teaches.

Realising and hearing for the first time that to give to others before giving to the self is indeed selfish.

Once hearing this many years ago and rejecting what was spoken.
Racing around trying to help everyone else and leaving the self last is what has created and embedded the sense of abandonment. Discovering how the programming of pleasing others and putting everyone else’s needs above the self is what has helped drive this dependency on being needed even further into the self.

New questions!
What shall the DF do now that she has accepted it is over? How will the days be spent? What new pastime will fill the days? The Akashic realm fills the subconscious with luscious dreams of blissful union and proposals. Purple and pink constellations float across the sky as they gaze together and share moments of serenity.
Therapeutic support has offloaded the weight the DF had carried for four years on her shoulders, creating a tension and pain. Releasing the burden once taken on as 100% responsibility and now understanding the co-creation.
Living in a bubble of bliss to ease the potential deepening of pain to avoid the inevitable moment of acceptance and surrender. True surrender. Not surrender of the situation. Not surrender of the relationship. Surrender of the control to make anything happen. Surrender of knowing. Surrender of having. The surrender of the desire to reconnect. The surrender of the desire to reunite. The surrender of the desire to reconcile. The surrender of the desire to resolve. The surrender of the desire to heal. The surrender of the desire to live in union. The surrender of the desire to speak once more and to understand what really happened. Perhaps the DM doesn’t even know. The DF has waited patiently. The DF has waited impatiently. The DF has waited and waited and waited. The waiting has provided space to experience life without the DM on the material plane and this DF has discovered a new relationship with herself.

Letting go. Letting God.  Letting Divine spirit flow through. Breezing easy. Life is to be enjoyed. Life is to be experienced. Freedoms once taken for granted are currently being taken away. Life has taken on a new hue. Living through enforced isolation, created space to go further within. Initially this was embraced. At first it was freeing. The enforcedness of it became intense. The intensity increased and fire of rage burned. As the intensity of the fire burned the DF felt compelled to write to her DF. Not intending to send, merely to express. Once expressed, the fire reduced and cooled to a glowing ember.
Once again, a peace ensued – loving harmony returned and the inner being became restful.

New information received and returning once again to the scene of the crime, the DF is now able to look at things with a new lens.  Opening herself up to the possibility of really healing from ancestral wounds,  Childhood wounds.  This lifetime wounds.  Letting go and letting in, receiving and feeling at peace once again.  Until the next round!

Divine Feminine Ends Her Silence, Briefly.

DivineFeminineThirdEyeThe Divine Feminine has come to realise that she must speak up.  She must speak up for herself and her Divine Masculine.  For there are many mistruths being spread about the Twin Flame Union.

There are so many people speaking about this separation and talking as though there is some romantic ideal that the relationship is about.

People are talking about things which they don’t really understand themselves. No one can.  There is no real evidence to show that this phenomenon actually is real.  There is no tangible proof that this feeling is based on anything that anyone has actually experienced.

There are many who have said they have met their twin in the 5th Dimension and are yet to meet here on this physical plane.

There is so much talk of negative things and we wonder why it’s feeling negative.

Your focus is on the negative so you will experience everything as such.  You must go within and walk the path to discover the light.  The light is there within you.  It is not in the other.  It is not somewhere out there.

Oh, my goodness.  You must begin to open up and step on your own path.

The wound is not his.

The wound is no one else’s.

The wound is within you.

It is of the past.

It is of another life time.

Your Divine Masculine or Divine Feminine has come into your life to trigger the wound; to trigger the memory of the wound.  Whatever that wound is, is yours to explore.

Until you look within and really look at yourself, clean up the darkness within, clean up the negativity, clean up the falsehood, clean up the stories you keep telling yourself about not being good enough, clean up the rubbish that you keep telling yourself and listening to others who keep telling you that your twin is coming back, clean up the need to listen to others, who have no idea who you are, clean up the myth that is your belief about what this thing is.  It is energy.  Until you clean up this and more and turn on the light within yourself, you will continue to delude yourself and feel this pain that you think is being caused by someone else and coming from somewhere else.

The pain is coming from within you Beloved.  You need to go within.  You need to sit in silence and go within.  You need to face yourself.  Until you can face yourself and reach the place of total self-acceptance, this pain will continue.

The union is not of the coming together with another.  The union is that of coming together within yourself.  The union is of your heart, mind, body and soul.  The union is of the total unity of Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine within.  You’re the Divine Masculine AND the Divine Feminine.  Until you understand this, nothing will change.

You are not here to experience a romantic encounter with someone else.  You are here to become your own Beloved.  When you really get that.  When you REALLY get that!!!  When YOU REALLY GET THAT! Then you begin the journey home.  The journey home to God, your Beloved.  When you really get that, only then can you begin to understand the mammoth task that this Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine Twin Flame Union is all about.

This path is not for the faint hearted.

This path is not a superficial boy meets girl love affair.

This path is not just about finding a man or woman to fall in love with and get married.

This path is way more than that.  This path is a spiritual journey that requires discipline, self sacrifice, self understanding, self knowledge, self reflection, daily meditation, a vegetarian or vegan diet if possible, exercising, connecting within and connecting with the Divine.

This Divine Feminine has been on this part of her journey, in separation from her Divine Masculine, for the last three years.  A union that manifested spiritually in previous lifetimes.  It manifested spiritually in this lifetime and then it became a physical connection.  When they met, there was a deep knowing that they had met before and there were many incidents and synchronistic occurrences that confirmed it for both of them.

They weren’t ready and several years into their relationship their separation occurred.

They are blue Ray Twin Flames.  What does that mean?  No one knows!

Where is this information coming from?

It is coming from your higher self.

Who is talking to me?

Who has truly walked this path?

Who has undertaken the time to truly study this and delve deep within to find out what is really happening here?

Who has really taken the time to find out what this actual mission is?

Who really knows?

Stop leaning on people and start leaning on God.

Only the Divine Mother the Divine Father is going to be strong enough to walk with you on this path.  You are not alone.  We are not alone.  But we are.

I am alone with my Divine Mother, my Divine Father.  My Divine Masculine must walk his path until he has come to a place of total reconciliation within himself. I must walk this path until I have come to total reconciliation within myself.  Only then!!! Only then can we return to one another!

Healed and Whole!

Healed and Whole!

This Divine Feminine began her journey many lifetimes ago.  Her Divine Masculine joined her many lifetimes ago and they tried but failed to complete their mission.  They agreed to start again and kept trying, until they met in this lifetime and were reminded they had failed before.  They had failed before and they promised each other in this lifetime that they wouldn’t give up this time around.  They didn’t realise, however, that as soon as they said this and made their commitment to each other and their spiritual path together, the world would throw all kinds of obstacles in their way to test them.  They didn’t realise and they got sucked back into the 3rd dimensional thinking and old paradigm of romance and relationship.

They became separated from their truth and the pull apart began.

Now, their journey is about remembering.

Remembering the truth of who they really are!

The only way they can do this is in separation.

They need the time, the space and silence to go within and remember.

With the distraction of each other, they will continue to forget.

Their work is…


Discovering Self on the Journey to Union!

In The Beginning…

When the separation began, it felt like an insurmountable task had befallen the Divine Feminine.  As mentioned in previous communication, many teachers appeared to guide this Twin to where she needed to be.

LakshmiAlong the way, a discovery emerged, which aided the spiritual growth and strength to keep going.  Card readers of all sorts showed up.  Each offering insight into what was going on for both Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine.

Listening to Others…

At first, the Divine Feminine devoured every word and listened to every reading to gain clarity on Herself and her Beloved.  It became confusing after a while and eventually less readers were listened to.

Narrowing her viewing to selected readers and guides, she reached out to some of the teachers for support for her own journey.  In one unexpected communication, she heard a message that would provide her with the inner strength to finally step into Mission.

This message came from Ten of Cups Ministries.  It encouraged her to trust her own Spirit Guides and Teams, as this is where she would ultimately receive the right guidance and wisdom she was seeking for her Unique Sacred Union with her Divine Counterpart.  Something she had not yet allowed herself to do.


Unanticipated Turnaround…

This message was a significant turnaround for her, as she was then able to let go of some of the wisdom that was being channeled through others.  Her initial trepidation turned into courage, which then turned into a deep desire to step into her Mission to help others on their journey into Union.

Tentatively, she began to share some insights she received.  Always respectful of and grateful for the incredible teachers and readers she had encountered along the way, she sometimes shared with her subscribers, messages from those who continued to resonate with her.

Stepping Into Mission…

One evening, she heard a m5dconnectionessage from the Divine during meditation.  She was called to share it and did so with a sense of wonder.  Letting others hear her story, albeit incognito, helped her to create space for herself and her Twin.  This opened the door for more information to be shared and encounters with readers started to happen.

She started to trust her own readings and began to select cards for herself.  This created such comfort and knowledge about the journey, which had previously caused so much confusion.

Dreams became clearer, which led the Divine Feminine to understand the Union was continuing in 5th Dimension.  Something difficult to comprehend at first, was now becoming real.  The connection was as strong as ever if not more so than before!


All Is Well…

DFinUnionwithSelfandDivineThe much needed reassurance from her Beloved, that all is well and that they were always connected, supported her to keep going.  This was gratefully received as it helped her with her every day existence, which was often challenging!

Day-by-day, week-by-week, month-by-month, she steadily grew in confidence in her role in the Ascension process.  Her spiritual connection with the Divine grew and situations occurred to help guide her along the way to deepening her relationship with God!

As this relationship grew, her dreams became more lucid.  Her writing had not been as regular as it once was, knowing that her pain had somewhat subsided.  In its place, an introspective journey had begun. The Divine Feminine had started to understand the journey to Union had to first occur within herself.  Her belief had previously been that it was about reconnecting with her Beloved!  Now, she knew this was not the purpose of the separation.


The Sacred Space Between…

treetwinsThe purpose of the separation was to create space between the Two, so each could deepen their relationship with themselves and the Divine.  She now understood that “Union” actually meant harmonious union of the Divine Feminine and Masculine aspects of and within themselves! Which meant that healing had taken place and unconditional love felt within and for each individual had occurred.  Until this took place, union with each other was unlikely.  If it were to happen, it would be disastrous and only temporary, possibly creating a further potentially permanent and painful separation to occur!

Her Love Remains True…

As her understanding of the process increased, she felt a new-found sense of joy for her Twin.  She had always wanted to know he would heal from the emotional, childhood and ancestral wounds he had experienced in this and previous lifetimes.  Her love for him remained and her love for herself began to emerge.

She started to realise how much love was available to her once she connected to the Divine Love from the One True Source!  With this realisation, she felt a deeper sense of comfort, knowing that this love was permanent, unconditional and always available to her whatever she was up to in 3D!  What a breakthrough!

Her discoveries have inspired her to help others along the way.  Their conversations revolved around if they had actually met their True Twin or not, and opened a door to a whole other level of understanding and knowledge.

Continuing the Journey…

goddessThis journey is formed of many parts.  The stage the Divine Feminine is experiencing (at the time of writing) is one of wonder, joy, peace and calm.  Knowing she is always loved and held in high esteem by the Divine, guided, supported and cherished for all she does for the Ascension and Unity of each Twin so they can fulfil their Mission, fills her heart with a new found sense of appreciation for her Twin and for the “Separation.”

This journey, and yours, is unfolding exactly as it was Divinely Destined to!

Be patient dear reader and connect with the Divine within You!

You are Loved!

Twin Flame Coach



The Difference Between Soul Mates and Twin Flames

This article is taken from The Spirit Science website.

twin_flame_connectionCurrently, the understanding of a twin flame and a soul mate are being used interchangeably. Giving the notion, that there isn’t an inherent difference between a soul mate relationship and a twin flame union. But as we raise our vibration and increase our conscious awareness, we begin to see the major differences between soul mates and twin flames.

This understanding would not have been previously available to us in the last two decades and it is only because of this evolution of consciousness, that we see the difference between the two connections.

Soul Mates

A soul mate is someone who is in harmony with you. Someone who resonates with your own energy and someone you create with.
Soul mates are known to be from different soul groups, allowing for tremendous growth. They can serve as heart center catalysts to open you up and assist you in your ascension process and will assist you in your souls spiritual evolution.

Soul mate relationships have the primary purpose to further learning by adopting new traits, sharing and growing together in love and harmony.

A soul mate is united to you when you reach the point of maturity, where you are ready to enter into a real and true relationship of the soul.

Twin Flames

TwinSoul4Twin flames are a much different story, and we are seeing more and more twin flames reigniting; coming together again, for their own very special and unique purpose.

There are only a small number of twin flames who have incarnated here on the planet, and their missions were set before their arrival.

Standing together, masculine and feminine energies, separated, but were once as one. Twin flames are from the same soul group and have the same energetic blue print. The yin to your yang and the dark to your light.

Your twin flame is YOU.

The Stages of a Twin Flame Union

Upon first contact with your twin flame, you may feel a familiarity between you as if looking at yourself in the mirror. Yet, it is only your subconscious, your higher self, that knows the truth and until you have danced the twin flame dance, you may remain unaware.

The Dance

The dance begins with fireworks, playfulness and immense creativity, reverberating back and forth between the two of you as you explore each others energy. Your energy, the familiar yet unfamiliar radiance shared.

Through this connection the meaning of love and understanding reaches new heights that you didn’t even think were possible. Exploring, sharing laughing and enjoying this bubble love.

Yet, soon before you are even ready for it, the bubble bursts. Leaving one broken-hearted and the other confused.

Runner and the Chaser

twin-flame-telepathic-connectionOne twin will run, unable to handle the energy, unable to face the partner any longer because what the twin sees, is himself in the face of another. An independent pair, yet a single being mirrored.

Harsh and immediate separation is sure to follow as they both plummet into the dreaded Dark Night of The Soul, where grief and sorrow await.

A deep healing is needed for both twins and once the separation has taken place it deals death to the soul.
Sending the twins down the path of enlightenment, ascension and much-needed healing.

Each twin learns that they are already whole, no longer needing or wanting the affection of the other in order to feel whole. Yet, until this realization and acceptance, the twins will remain separate to balance their own masculine and feminine energies.

During this separation the twins may share visions, dreams and prophecies. As well as unexplained synchronicities, giving much-needed guidance and assurance.

What’s Meant to Be Will Be

Letting go, is the key to reuniting with your twin.

angelic-ascension-merkaba-lightbodyAccept that everything is exactly as it should be and in time, you will reflect back upon this feeling of separation and understand why it needed to happen.

By establishing your own strength and confidence, you make yourself whole. No one can ever complete you, you are already complete. Do not search outside of yourself, everything you need is already within you.

In this search, you will find a knowing that physical separation is merely an illusion. You are never separate.  For you two, who are one, are never really apart. So have faith!

“Your present situation is not your final destination, the best is yet to come!”

What are the differences between soul mates and twin flames?

Healing Our Union

Since our separation began earlier this year, the Divine Feminine has journeyed through some tough terrain.  Initially, the pain felt so intense that it felt unbearable.  Spirit guided information and wisdom to reveal itself so that the essential healing could begin to take place.  The healing that is essential not just for each twin, but also for the Union itself.

Realisations have occurred to unlearn relationship traditions and misperceptions about love.  The awakening has been like a new birth of understanding and opening within like a new flower blooming, a caterpillar emerging from the chrysalis and into a butterfly.  The apparent pain and trauma, surfaced the childhood wounds that were lying dormant, waiting for the much needed catalyst to burst open the wound for a deeper level of healing.  A more lasting sense of completion and healing to take place.

2016 has been a tough year for many people, but in particular for those who have identified they are connected to their twin.  for twins who have already connected in 3d physical and experiencing a separation, this year has been one of transformation, intuition, healing and completion.  Stepping into the Mission in a bigger way required wisdom, willingness, clearing and a new template to be learned.  Removing the old patterns meant that some Growing pains were felt and some resistance made the learning that much tougher.

Relaxing into the newness of the Love discovery, meant that the Divine Feminine could lead the healing for both twins.  The Divine Feminine within connected and reunited with the Divine Masculine within.  thus making it more concievable that the Union could once again reconcile. 

The learning showed that the desired reconciliation was not merely about the reconciliation with the other.  The reconciliation was mainly about the reuniting of the fragmented self, broken from before physical birth in this lifetime and then from the childhood wounds, piled up with the wounds from school, employment, relationships and other experiences that created a sense of brokenness. 

The recognition of self, the identification of the real self began a healing of mammoth proportions unexpected and unprepared for.  Spirit guided the healing.  spirit guided the information.  Spirit guided the connection to others who are on a similar journey.  The connection with others has helped heal the Aloneness created in a world where the Twin Flame Union is misunderstood and overrepresented by a community which at times feels like a bandwagon.  Those on it, perhaps not truly in Twin Flame Union. 

True Guides, Teachers and Healers have stood the test of time and have continued to uplift, inspire, support and help heal the Separation.  Providing Twins with information and guidance to help them to continue and not give up,  especially at times when it felt impossible and futile.

The gratitude felt by the Divine Feminine is so immense for these Brave Dear Beloveds, who tirelessly give their services with compassion and empathy.  Without those who have walked the path and shared their stories so others can feel connection, it would have been additionally difficult to get to a place of relaxation and awareness of what this journey has truly been about.

Healing the Soul of the World is the Mission declared by the Divine Feminine and the one who writes this message.  The Divine Masculine has shied away from the Mission and it is understandable, as it is a huge undertaking for anyone who relates to being Human.   The Higher Self, The True Self, The Divine Being that the Divine Masculine is, recognises the fear he feels.  He has requested time to be alone.  He communicated it poorly and sent the Divine Feminine into a Tailspin that created a whirlwind of emotion to surface. 

At first seeming like the end of her world, eventually becoming an opportunity for emotional healing and transformation to take place.  it now feels like a new space of life has emerged and new wonder has spoken to her heart.  Her curiosity and love for her Twin has resurfaced and she feels a strong connection with him that only she can understand, even at times when she doesn’t understand.  Her Soul knows.  It is true.  They are meant to be together.  The messages point to them reuniting.  They have shared many lifetimes.  They acknowledged this information during their first few years of being together in this physical reality.  They acknowledged their Mission with each other during Soul and Heart to Heart talks. 

Their feeling of Oneness brought them closer and closer to each other, yet the enormity of their Union’s Purpose, was what broke them apart.  It had to be this way.  It was always going to happen.  It was Divinely orchestrated to demonstrate the strength of their Love.  The Divine Feminine reached out many times to check in to see if the Divine Masculine was ready to reunite.  Her frustration at times made her feel doubt about their Union.  His shutting her out made her feel like he no longer wanted her in his life and made her feel desperately alone.  But Spirit brought others into her circle, so she could feel the support of Angels around her.  these Beings of Light taught her that even while separated from her Twin, others were there who needed her to be strong.  Others were there to help lift her spirit when it felt weak and hopeless.

The chance for Reunion is only over when the Twins completely give up.  The loss to each Soul is felt by the Collective.  The Collective reaches out and shares even more new information to support and uplift the Twin who is doing the work to heal the Union.  As one heals, the other heals.  As both heal the Collective heals.  As the Collective heals, humanity heals.

We are here for each other.  Never Give Up!



lakeandmountainsMeditate.  Heal.  Go Within.

Wisdom received many years ago.  Practiced yet not fully experienced.  Stepping into once again.  Darkness becomes light.

Soul path.  Soul journey.  Meeting friends along the way who connect in ways others do not.  Opening to receive, can be joyful, can also be painful.  Being present, words used a great deal in these times of awakening, more to be said about that than can never be fully appreciated until actually accomplished.

Sitting still.  Fidgeting.  Frustrated with self and unable to calm the busy mind.  Beating self up mentally and emotionally.  Prevents the love from within to radiate around.  Calmness ensues eventually, once the mind can be quietened.


Button mushrooms.  Oh, that got your attention.  Yes, it’s not when everything is going swimmingly that you transform.  It is when things happen out of the blue, unexpectedly.  Not to run away from.  To walk towards and become friends with.

Jesus spoke about loving everyone.  How easy it is to love those who are nice and kind to you.  But those who irritate you and create tension, frustration and irksomeness, they are the ones who challenge your love.  This is when you realise the greatness of Love.

Listening to wise ones, helps you when you’re someone who is seeking answers.  Listening and reading books that provide stories and information of true transformation and loveing acceptance.  Also, sitting still and listening to Soul speak softly to you.  This information can become your source of inspiration.

When you allow yourself the time and space to hear this information, then take the action you’ve been inspired to take.  Then you will fully experience the true magnificence of the Higher Realms.

You know they are there.  You know the truth speaks to you from this place.  Yet, you avoid it.  You stay away from it.  It can’t be this easy surely.  To sit still.  Breathe.  Relax and listen.  Surely not.  This was not what we were brought up to believe.  We were brought up to believe we must work hard, be diligent and struggle.

Yet.  When allowing takes place and a calm ensues. You are free.  You are You.






Beginning the Journey Back

Initially the separation felt all encompassing.  Engulfed in pain and grief.  This moment of feeling the end had occured, brought such feelings of intensity and that all hope was gone.

Over the next few weeks, a sense of calm began to emerge and a keen desire to make sense of what had happened.  This can’t be it!  This doesn’t feel true.  Connected a knowing.  A deep feeling of knowing that there was more.  More to uncover.  More to discover.  More to experience.   More Healing.  More Love.

tree.walkingThis new born desire opened up something buried deep within.  Hidden from self and most certainly hidden from others.  A fear of realising the mission.  Taking on the challenge of a lifetime, indeed of many lifetimes. Discussed only with the Twin.

The mission must happen in this lifetime.  We have tried before and failed.  We made an agreement that we would see it through this time.  Each lifetime we have met.  Each lifetime we have connected.  But each time we have walked away.  Feeling that the mission was too much to cope with.

We decided that this time, we would see it through and then return to our spiritual selves.  No longer needing to incarnate in the physical realm.

We began to observe evidence of the spiritual support all around us.  When we were close to each other we would witness unexplainable events.  The Excitement.  The Joy.  The Love.  The Wonder!

Open so much to our Union.  To the magic of being together and knowing this time we would complete what we were here to do so many lifetimes ago.

Walks in nature helped deepen our awakening.  Our connection.

Laughing.  Talking.  Delving Deep into our selves and each other.  A journey of immense discovery of the true nature of love.  One that felt difficult to explain to others.  However, demonstrated by being ourselves.  Others felt it.  They saw it.

Separation has provided a space for both to heal.

Healing is taking place.  As one heals.  So the other heals.  As both heal so the world heals.

When not together, where does the Love go?

It continues.  It grows.  It deepens and it strengthens.

Remember Beloved.  Remember.


Let Go…

It is suggested that you unplug any potential distractions. Lay on your bed or sofa, wrap yourself in a warm blanket and allow this meditation to take you on a journey.

Let go.

Let your Higher Self connect with You!

Firesong Native American – by Kevin MacLeod

Healing During Separation

prayerInitially the separation felt unreal.  After a while it became real.  The emotions experienced were mainly lower vibration.  This became clear through reading, meditation and prayer.  Love can not be expressed or experienced from this place.

It has become clear that the purpose of this separation is for complete healing to take place for both individuals.  This is an unexpected turnaround.

Soul requires complete healing and reconnection.  Unless the healing takes place, it is unlikely.

What has been shown is the need for Self Love. This is an opportunity to sit quietly.  This is an opportunity to feel the emotions and work through them.  Not to run away from them.  Not to feel afraid of them.  Not to ignore them.  Not to pretend they are not being experienced.

This is a time for Real Healing.  For really going inward and facing the darkness, sitting in the shadows and waiting.  Something most people avoid.  This is to be avoided at all costs because it is so painful. Yet it is the one thing that will bring about the healing and the feeling of self love that is so needed in this Union.

bridgeoverstreamThoughts are brought to the wonderful film “What Dreams May Come.”  A film with Robin Williams.  It deals with death and what happens afterwards.  It shows the possibilities that true love can create.  It is poignant in its simplicity.  Colourful, humorous, emotional.  It highlights the strength required to get through the darkness and into the light.

Sitting with these emotions, when the desire is to feel good, to feel love, to feel joy,  seems counterintuitive.  Yet, somehow, there is great comfort in feeling the truth of them.  There is no anger, there is no hatred, there is no resentment.  There is only Love.  Yet how can that be, when you are both separated?

Sitting in meditation yesterday, still, silent, breathing and being.  A desperate wanting to run away.  A feeling of yearning, longing.  Wanting to make sense of a seemingly senseless situation.  Answers began to show up.

The message received this is a period that is meant to happen.  This is a period that is predestined.  This is a period that has been God given.  God gave us this relationship.  God wants us to make sure we are the truth of who we are in Union.  God wants us to nurture it and to long for it, so that when we resume in togetherness, we will take care of it.  God wants us to be a Beacon of Love for others.  We will look after it in ways that were not possible before, because it was taken for granted.  It felt so good for so long.  So this separation needed to occur.

Doesn’t make it any easier.  Doesn’t make the pain any less.

Stepping into the truth of this mission to Be Love and demonstrate love.  This is why we are here and why we are paired.

The work is done in Union as well as in Separation.

There is no separation.

eagleTrust that God is guiding everything.  All is well.  All is working out for His Divine plan.  He knows what he is doing.  He trusts that we will do what we are here to do.  He needs to make His voice heard.

The inner journey is required to deepen the understanding.  To deepen the experience.  To really know the fullness of this Mission.

To be able to Love one another, Self Love is essential.  To be able to receive Love from another.  Self Love is essential.  Not a false sense of self love.  A Real Self Love.  What does that look and feel like if it has never been experienced?  How can it be felt and experienced?  How will it become clear that Self Love is the new way of being if one does not recognise it?  How will it feel?

Lifting up our hearts to God to seek answers.  Asking God for guidance.  Asking God to show the way.  Asking God to teach what  needs to be learned.  Asking God for the courage to go through this in service of others.  Thanking God for trusting Us with this work.  Trusting Us to do what He needs Us to do.

Love Myself as He Loves Me!

Love Yourself as he Loves You!